life and lesson

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hey, it's late but here i am. i guess, i've written quite a lot about who and how i am in the first post of this blog. basically, i am a student of Islamic International Islamic University Malaysia, currently in her 20s and still is tryna figure out life. 

anyways, it's the last week of my study calendar. i've reached the end of week 14 and surprisingly, i am also done with my first paper this morning. it's my public relations paper and im quite relieved to say that i am so much grateful for the ease that Allah has blessed me when I was completing my answers. yea, i think i did great this morning :P

this semester witnessed me taking up a subject called Usrah Budi 1. i am actually supposed to be done with this subject when i was in my first year but i can't get any placement so yea. the course is interesting i would say and the fact that i actually wanna listen to what our naqibah was saying during the sessions quite surprised me too. to be honest, i often hv this skeptic views towards religious Muslims especially those with big hijabs because the ones i met are always very close minded. but then, it is difference when it comes to my naqibah.

she has a very wide knowledge about scholars of Islam and i was very interested when she once shared about the difference existed between mazhabs in Islam. so, according to her, the reason why there is a certain type of Muslims who refuse to follow modernization and chose to live in coverted mindset is because they are those who would like to protect and maintain the sacredness of the religion. these people mostly come from mazhab hanbali.

and this actually opened up my mind. i often questioned why are there people out there, that when we want to ease something upon them, they refuse to follow and they are also very analytical to the point that i sometimes think of them as exaggerating. when indeed, i was the wrong one here and should reflect upon myself more. maybe, they are from the group that my naqibah said right? those who would like to keep the religion to its truest sense. and maybe, i should just learn to be more positive and apply husnuzon in my daily life after this hehehe :P

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