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poetry

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among the things that i feel like i'm good at is writing. i have an interest towards malay poetry and i do write too. and i believe that i'm kinda good at it. but, the things i write mostly centered on love ad heartbreaks. but no worries, you'll feel no cringiness if you read one. hehehehe. i love my mothertongue because for me, it's romantic. the language is romantic in every sense. when you say i love you the feeling is different than what you get when someone says saya cinta awak. the meaning feels heavier, and more sensual. same goes to when i always prefer to wish others using selamat malam instead of good night. i had this passion for bahasa melayu since i was in primary school. i also excelled in this subject through out my whole school years i even got an A+ for it :P  but then, it's not up until high school years that i developed a thing with malay poem. i also listened to indonesian too. and honestly, between malay and indo, id say that indonesian

things we do

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hey guys, wow i actually made three posts in a day. good job, tya :) today, i'd just like to share the things we did during one of our usrah sessions. so, there was a time that instead of having a normal boring session stuck in the musolla, that day, our naqibah decided to try sth new which wasssss...??? hehehe to held it at the pasar malammmm :D btw, i forgot to mention that, my group consisted of my two best friends, nina and lala. and we were very excited for this session because lala and nina had never been there. even though we are already in our second year, sad to say that they nvr had the chance to explore the pasar malam unlike me as i've already experienced it a few times. so, the activity that we had was fun and quite challenging i'd say. we were required to actually smile and givesalam to the strangers during the pasar malam walk and the challenging part was that, we also need to have a short tazkirah session with any of the strangers. anyways, this tim

gotta rush

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ups, im here again. this one is a rushed one because i gotta meet the dead line xD so, when i was  revising my PR subject these past few days, i actually learned about a subject called Islam in Public Relations. and underneath this topic, i came across this hadith which says  "No foot of a servant (of Allah) will move on the Resurrection Day before being asked about four things which are, life, body, wealth and knowlegde" so, what im tryna say is i am just going to share my knowledge from what i have learnt in my usrah session here because who wouldn't want to be stuck on Resurrection Day? no one. i also want to go to Jannah hehe. during our sessions, there's a time that we are required to present on a certain topic which our naqibah has first assigned.  on that day, my group had gotten the topic about ethics in learning. were supposed to talk about how and what kind of attitudes should students demonstrate when they want to seek knowledge from a teac

life and lesson

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hey, it's late but here i am. i guess, i've written quite a lot about who and how i am in the first post of this blog. basically, i am a student of Islamic International Islamic University Malaysia, currently in her 20s and still is tryna figure out life.  anyways, it's the last week of my study calendar. i've reached the end of week 14 and surprisingly, i am also done with my first paper this morning. it's my public relations paper and im quite relieved to say that i am so much grateful for the ease that Allah has blessed me when I was completing my answers. yea, i think i did great this morning :P this semester witnessed me taking up a subject called Usrah Budi 1. i am actually supposed to be done with this subject when i was in my first year but i can't get any placement so yea. the course is interesting i would say and the fact that i actually wanna listen to what our naqibah was saying during the sessions quite surprised me too. to be honest,

iium again #103

hey, it's been so long since the first time i had this blog being set up. and i'm here again. so first thing first, i'm just gonna clarify that i am now in my second year second sem in iium. these two years have been a roller coaster ride and as far as i am concerned, i enjoyed the ride so much. i have been blessed with so many happy souls and tho my new circle of best friends are indeed a whole different and new dimension to me, i am soooooooo in love with everyone of them. i guess, it all kinda settled down when i was on my first year second sem. that semester, i actually began to feel belong with the people i surrounded myself with. it was indeed hard at the beginning, i always felt like we will never be closed enough to be comfortable around each other. but it turned out to be very interesting when me and my other friend, lala started joining theater on that semester. i started hanging with lala a lot more and tho q was no longer my roommate that time, we still manage

the infamous shawarma

so basically, since the first week im here, i've been hearing bout this very famous shawarma which formerly located at mahallah maryam but now has been relocated to mahallah halimah being soo delicious that many mentioned about it on twitter. my schedule for monday and wednesday really is packed for me cause i have four classes, three in the morning and one on the afternoon. and as today is monday, my class started at 330 pm and ended at 5 pm but since benl students specifically, the first year juniors had a gathering today the day elongated to 2 hours more of briefing and talking where half of the briefing consisted of me and pie sleeping throughout most of the talking. the gathering finished at 7 and at first we did thought of going straight back to mahallah but hunger struck in and we infallibly fell to the need of first getting food. long story short, we were actually having quite an exercise cause the walk to the said mahallah was so tiring and exhausting. imagine being in o

IIUM #102

today marks the fifth day i am in iium gombak. things haven't been so bad lately. i have to say that this place is huge. nevertheless, i shud first say that my first day here is heaven. i got a cool roommate plus a room for two and room is legit spacious with a seriously great wifi what else cud i ask for aight? tbh, the ache in my heart still didnt go away whenever i thought of how jiha betrayed me. i know how ridiculous i sound but it's the truth. i just can't let it go and it feels so unsettled. i'd be lying if i say that i wouldn't care if i were to be in the same class w her cause honestly, i care. and i really dont want that to happen. i dont wanna be in the same class with her cause i know how uncomfortable i'd be if were to happen. and my new roommate is fun. and she's so pretty i actually felt kind of jealous of how cute she is. being in this new circle of friends where they were actually already closed long before when we were in cfs kinda sc