IIUM #102

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today marks the fifth day i am in iium gombak. things haven't been so bad lately. i have to say that this place is huge. nevertheless, i shud first say that my first day here is heaven. i got a cool roommate plus a room for two and room is legit spacious with a seriously great wifi what else cud i ask for aight?

tbh, the ache in my heart still didnt go away whenever i thought of how jiha betrayed me. i know how ridiculous i sound but it's the truth. i just can't let it go and it feels so unsettled. i'd be lying if i say that i wouldn't care if i were to be in the same class w her cause honestly, i care. and i really dont want that to happen. i dont wanna be in the same class with her cause i know how uncomfortable i'd be if were to happen.

and my new roommate is fun. and she's so pretty i actually felt kind of jealous of how cute she is.

being in this new circle of friends where they were actually already closed long before when we were in cfs kinda scared me. myb it's because im afraid that i wouldn't fit in and surely it'll take some times to adjust but it's just that they were different. specifically in the way their money expanses work cause im not familiar with people buying expensive things or shop without actually think thoroughly in a blink of an eye that i am actually scared that i might one day become like them and as for a person with a common and ordinary background like me, that would seriously gonna eat me up.

the thing is. imma adjust. imma try to fit in. this wud be my whole new adventure here. and im ready for it. i know how tough i am and how imma be able to survive uni life. till then, i hope this next first week of classes gonna rock, inshaallah.

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